Thursday, August 17, 2006


I'm in one of those moods. I want to offend. I want to titillate. I want to shock.

I want to be wild, whimsical, wanton. I want to be me.

But..

I am my own censor. It's the unfortunate truth.

I live a lie.

17 comments:

Unknown said...

let it rip

Raindrop said...

Hmm. I'll certainly do that.

twip said...

Hurrah for pro-titillatism (hee!)

Dont censor yourself woman.

:)

Ekta said...

sometimes u need to let the real u go loose....try it..it works wonders!

Rohan Kumar said...

With a lil effort you should be able to break through
But the question remains are you afraid of the real YOU

A and A said...

I be fully seconding The Punkster. Fully. And yes, very pretty pic.

A and A said...

Actually, screw pretty. What I really wanted to say was very 'hot' pic!!! I refuse to be (in this case! ;)) my own censor!!

Raindrop said...

Yeah Punkster, just like you do at your so called 'swim practice' sessions, which I'm SURE is just a euphemism for 'partially clothed women who get wet n wild' sessions. Hah. Nice try! :)

Ekta, you're right, but to add to my woes, I'm a control freak. :(

Rohan, I AM a little afraid of the real me. But the real me is VERY likely to get a fatwa issued against the fake me. The fake me is all about self-preservation.

Wishful, you flatterer. :)
Btw, that's my 'I'm Meredith Grey and McDreamy just dumped me, so what the FUCK do I do now, because I have to assist him in a complicated surgery in under twenty minutes' look.

Oh, and you'll all be very interested to know that my verification word was 'dhokla'.

I'm hungry.

Raindrop said...

Oh, and flattery will get you everywhere. I DID warn you earlier. I'm shallow as fuck.

*blows Wishful Thinker a kiss*

Nath said...

I am (on occasion) my own barber. It's bloody work.

Raindrop:
Oh, and you'll all be very interested to know that my verification word was 'dhokla'.

And people still doubt the existence of machine intelligence.

Raindrop said...

Nath, life's rough when you aren't a billionaire.

Besides being my own censor, I'm also my own blog designer. My template is taking YEARS to show up! Grr!

Madame Mahima said...

love the pic!
i'm my own censor..the stuff on my blog is just 20% of what i REALLY feel and think..i cant put up the rest because i know friends/ acquaintences/ enemies will read it...
the lack of anonymity is a real pain in the ass sometimes..

and...heehee, you said 'titillate'.
(COULDN'T resist :D cheap thrills)

Nath said...

Raindrop:
Besides being my own censor, I'm also my own blog designer. My template is taking YEARS to show up! Grr!

So it goes. Let me know if you need a hand with that stuff*.

*The blog template writing, not the censing**.

**Yes, I do know that the verb 'cense' has nothing to do with censors, but I think that's ridiculous. I mean, what do you call someone who censes?

Raindrop said...

Mahima, yeah, I get sick of being so politically correct all the time! And is SaggingTesticles back to preach about the joys of motherhood?

Nath, thanks for the offer to help. I appreciate that. :)
It shows up fine when I do a preview, so I'm guessing I'll just have to wait it out. The word censor is a tad staid, but I have no trouble using it as a noun. :)

I think the word censei would be REALLY cool. 'He whistled inappropriately at her, but what he didn't know was that she was a censei. Her katana did the censoring.' I hope the Oxford/Merriam-Webster people are reading this!

Tee said...

You too huh? I often feel that way but I am very guarded with every move I make. I get that way when I have a happy buzz says the husband and he wishes he could see more of it without the exorbitant bar tab.
Btw, thnx for stopping by the blog and actually leaving a comment before going "erm... next". I haven't read all of your blog yet but it's on my to-do list. Blog on chica!

Alap Ghosh said...

Nice ...

Surreal ... but nice .... :)

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